Mirtazepine 45mg.

I don't know... I meawn, he's not with me every night which is when I get most anxious and depressed. I'm better at putting on a front without the meds... He knows how anxious I've been recently... I have been very anxious, to the point that I can hardly go anywhere or do anything alone, not even have a shower.

It's not just the sleep. It's the anxiety, the depression, the s/h, the ED... Lots of things. I don't want to be on the meds but... For now, whilst I can't find a decent therapist, it seems I have no other choice...