Maven! wow nice to see you around woman!

Its been a while since ive seen you haunting these parts!

yeah, i do have a hard time getting pregnant. But then again maybe i dont cause all it took was one accident LOL. But i have been in a relationship where Iwas trying before and nothing happened.. so hard to say. For now im only 26 so when i do try ill go with the old fashioned way, with lots and lots of hopefully(good) sex! LOL.

Ideally, i would like four biological children and two adopted. That would be swell for me, if i had the money/husband/etc.

I actually just started talking to a really nice man named Brad from plentyoffish - he has a little boy too. And wants more children! we are planning on meeting soon, we are going to take the kids on a picnic or to the beach when its warmer. Hes pretty goodlooking, and really nice. Likes the same stuff as me.

Its hard because I am overweight, by about 100 pounds due to this pregnancy/my back/my fibro.. Thats another thing, guys who hear all my physical issues usually stop talking to me. Thats lame and im better off without them if they are going to be like that.

I will definetly freeze my eggs should it come to that. But i want that to be a last chance kind of thing. I dont want to do that unless absolutely possible and there is NO WAY IN HELL i would implant EIGHT eggs. That is ASKING for eight babies. I would implant two i think at most. And like nadya i beleive that an egg is life. But i wouldnt implant them just because of that - i would put them up for adoption or give them proably to some of my gay couple friends who want children. Or something like that.

anyways, its like six am and i havent been able to sleep. Ive got to skiddadle to bed before i pass out in this chair. More later!