too much... far too much!
If we do this - our daughter will hurt... if we do that - our son will hurt. TRAPPED!
Feel like crap! Exhausted! Please just let me lay down on the floor crying my eyes out... just leave me there... please bring me silence... can't stand all the noise!
Calmness - where are you?! I feel as if I'm stuck inside of my own shrinking skin... ready to explode any moment to poor me out in a puddle of tears .