The person who I was trying to help on the other forum OD on Saturday. Her mother saved her and she seems to be okay now. I am not sure what to feel now. Part of me is angry she was trying to cling to me and the other people in the forum. Then when I and the others could not be there, she OD. Part of me is sympathetic. Part of me is frustrated. I am just becoming numb, too many conflicting feelings.