I hate that this has been taken away from me. I'm not even sure why I'm here. I know no one and yet am afraid of those I do. This is crazy right? I used to Trust or so I thought. Things are really screwed up. According to all my doctors I've had trauma all my life and yet was able to not only cope but become successful in all my endeavors. Now, I'm merely the shell with nothing good in me but distrust and paranoia.

I need to know if this is a secure place for me to talk and that someone is listening and not just patting me on the ehad. I'm even afraid to speak my mind on the computer for fear that others ( not at this site) are viewing everything I do.

Can someone please make me feel safe so I can reach out.

Skitz101