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I gave all my stockpile of pills to my T and he is going to monitor me more closely, I see him twice a week, and make sure I only have enough pills for what i am supposed to take.
I didn't tell my pdoc, because T and I are pretty sure he would put me in the hospital.
So T said not to tell pdoc, and unless I do anything else self-destructive, my T won't tell pdoc.
Going the hospital would be too traumatic because of my germ phobia. Since I wouldn't be able to eat or take their pills, they would force me.
So, I don't have the pills to over medicate with now.
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