Hi unhappywomen09,
I don't know how long you have been together but it really doesn't matter. Run, Run and run very fast and very far away. I wih someone could have told me to run 36 yrs ago but I was a fool and I wouldn't have listened. I can tell you how its been for me for 36 yrs. At first it was very nice, he gave me everything I thought I wanted. Then we go married and the hell started. I was beaten and I ran but like a fool, I came back hoping it wouldn't hapeen again, it did and I would run, more than 30 x I ran now he's dying but not soon enough for me. I still get beaten. Get you things together. If you can go to a firends house, someone he doesn't know anything about, go to family, go to dv shelter. The shelters are ok, but watch your things. Tehy will be stolen. Don't have any children by this fool. You may regret it. Life is too short to tolerate to be abused. Whenever you get with someone else, pay attention to details. Does he get mad at nothing? Does he hate his siblings? When I look back there were plenty of details that I overlooked. Listen to everything he says, if it doesn't sound like you can function with him leave and don't look back. It is better to be myself than to live with abuse. You can make yourself happy you don't need a man to make you happy. You can replace things but not yourself. Your well being is more important than anything else. You're in my prayers.