I've given him sites to go to, phone numbers, and suggested the local mental health center since he doesn't have insurance or money. He's refused all help and says he enjoys his pain. He's going to end up killing himself and I can't stand that thought. I've thought of calling 911 during one of his episodes (he sometimes talks to me during them), but can they make him get help? I'll do whatever it takes to help him even if that means him hating me for calling for professional help FOR him. I love him too much to watch him slowly kill himself.