Shadow, everytime I read your posts, I think of my sponsers 'co sponser' David, who helps me more than my actual sponser so I call him my sponser. lol Your words always touch me and make me think about my sobriety. How deep into my sobriety I really am and how much deeper I'm willing to go... I honestly sometimes don't take my sobriety as serious as I should, and I've been ashamed for that. But seeing your posts make me want to take it as serious as I should. It makes me want to go that extra step to better myself each day. Your posts give me hope that someday I can be where you're at and be so grateful for it. You're truely a great person, thanks for giving the kind yet truthful advice around here. We need more people like you.