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Thank you everyone. There is so much to think about. I have that reaction while going under anesthesia also, as well as waking up. It as though a whole crowd of people are rioting and in a panic. My husband will be there but Idon't know if I want to subject him to this.
I think the first time it happened, it wasn't necessarily the surgery that precipitated it but the anesthesia. This time, though I have a lot of panic going in to it, so I don't know what to expect. I 'm not able to get the little ones in a safe place yet. I try but it doesn't work well.
My therapist will be helpful ,but what I fear is because my father passed away a year ago. (It has to do with how I last saw my father)
Thank you all for answering.
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