Quote:
Originally Posted by white_iris
 WE hate April. so many sad memories and so much hurt inside
just want to  . T says I can go in again if it gets too hard, but she
wants me to not stay in.
I don't do these intense feelings
I don't like these intense feelings.
But my going behind my wall only puts more pressure on others inside.
Then I feel like I've hurt them.
So I'm back, but not at all liking this. 
|
Hello White Iris, I'm so sorry you are going through this. I hope it passes by quickly. What helps you? I cope by keeping busy, but it is exhausting. If you ignore the actual date, will the days fly by faster? Is there something special about May to look forward to? Is there even one thing in April that is good? I hope so.