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Originally Posted by whickett
well i know i am schizoeffective... i think... at least thats what i was diagnosed with years ago and what i am offically on disablity for...
but i took the sanity test tonight (yes another night without sleep)
and it said strong did issues... so i had a long talked to my hubbie...
seems the test is right....
i know i often lose time... movies i don't remember watching is a big one
almost no memories of childhood... nothing of my teen years... little of my second (and horrible) marrage....
he agreed that i transition into at least 3 different personalities... tho they don't have names... that i know of at least...
there is me now... the calm rational one...
there is the angry hurt one
there is the very sad one....
i don't have a doctor... other than my pcp... and i don't trouble him much... just once every 6 months or so to get more meds...
i just went to the resorces link here on this site and found one shrink in knox that i wrote to... but his assistant just called me and said he's closing his practice and moving out of state... lovely....
i could use help.. support... ansers.. i am geographicly challeged (and spelling challenged too) i refuse to use spell check.. i am imperfect.. live with it... lol
i guess i gotta get over being afraid to leave the house and find a doc.... but how...
me
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Hello Whickett, glad you found this place. i'm relatively new here too, but not to DID. I agree with others, be careful not to self-diagnose. If you have DID, it sounds like you might be ready to face that and it can be a relief, to know, to feel like there is an answer to the 6 million dollar question. Still, you want to be sure and then proceed carefully, take your time. Professional help is really, really important for both you and your husband. You have the wisdom you need inside you, we all do, but listening and not being afraid to listen isn't always easy. So try to listen to what you feel needs to happen next and be gentle with yourself.
Spelling is irrelevent!