I have a question for anyone who can help. When I was about 4, I made up an imaginery world where everything was perfect. I, also, had a different name and looked beautiful in this world. I would escape to this world whenever possible and would get upset if anyone interferred with my me time. I was sexually molested as a child. I lived in this world as much as I possibly could. Last year at age 40 I decided to give it up completely and I have been struggling. I have ocd, panic disorder, depression, high blood pressure, phobias. I am getting better despite setbacks. Is this a form of DID? After reading some posts, it made me start wondering. I have never admitted this to anyone. Everyone put it down to daydreaming, but was it something more?
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