Kureha,
I totally understand you being a bit scared about taking meds, as I said, the unknown can do that, not knowing what to expect. However, you have a great psychologist who will help you out with that. I know you can trust her for that.

Before you starting seeing the cameras, what was going on in your life? Did something scary happen? Where you afraid of something? Do you remember a time when you didn't see camera's? If so what was that like?