Lately I've been noticing all the things I do that I hate. The way I talk to other people, the way I look, the way I think, the way I act. I mean it doesn't sound like a big deal but it's really started to get to me. Why do I snap so easily, who am I to snap at anyone? Why can't I relax? Why do I say such nasty things to people who don't deserve them? I can't understand myself and it's constantly pushing me further and further into a self-hatred that I haven't felt this intensely before. I'm tired of who I am. I'm afraid of who I'll become.