beause I feel that if anyone sees me, they'll be shocke d and make sme go to hosipoyal or something. I;m scaesed I don't want to fo to hospital I dont want people.e sto see me in this etate. it's tnot good and i dont' lwike it. especially when im panickinggd like I am nwo.

Sorry., I hate isolatiutng and I knwo taht I do it al ot. Vbut I just dont' awnt people to see hwo I reallyl feel and stuff. Ghahh I'm struggluing so muc right now. o think Im gojna faint.