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Apr 08, 2009, 04:25 PM
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I didn't know where to stick this, so I stuck it in general. If you think it belongs better somewhere else, feel free to move it.
Well, you see...
I'm applying for VESID and one of the things that you need as a part of your application is a psychiatric evaluation, signed by a psychologist. My counselor lady was very surprised actually that I havn't had anything remotely close to an evaluation of that sort since kindergarten. (In fact, I havn't even seen a school psycologist since elementary school...I guess my old school sucked at providing proper care to their students like me who were technicaly disabled...but still functional)
So...I most likely will have to get a psychiatric evaluation if she can't find any from my old school (which I highly doubt) I don't know why...but I'm really nervous about this. Tell too much...and the truth will be known...and while it would probably be most helpful for me... I don't know..this sort of information would get spread around to the people who work with me and probably my parents too and I'd like to maintain my image...I don't let on how I feel because of this. Wearing a happy face might not exactly be truthful 100% of the time... but it's a role that I'm happy to fill. If my parents...or anybody knew otherwise, they'd just ask questions that I don't want to answer. I understand why they would...they care... but they just don't know when to shut up when it comes to stuff like this sometimes.
On the other hand...if I lie...(which I can see myself doing) ...I'm not doing myself any favors either. Because if people don't know, then they can't help me. Simple as that.
This is of course, assuming ths happens. Which there is a realatively small likelihood that it wont'. But still.
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