Hi,

I was really moved by your story and I felt impelled to reply to your thread and tell you how brave I think you are talking about this horrible man and event.

This man was not having sex with you he was trying to control you and exert his power over you.

You never mentioned it but did you press charges against him??

At least you have your appointment with the counsellor and hopefully that should help just a little. i know it is a way away but keep focused on it and before you know it it will have arrived, just one day, hour, minute at a time.

I think that you are very brave by telling your story and your feelings but be assured you are amongst friends and we are all with you.

Sending you lots of hugs and love

Sharon