I really wish I could figure that out... not that I know of though... living in this house is almost a complete 180* difference between how I was raised.

• in-laws are very loud (lots of yelling) ~ my parents were rather quiet people
• I now have a 24 year old "brother" and 16 year old "sister" ~ was an only child so the whole "sibling rivalry" thing is brand new to me.

So, now that I think about it... maybe I dissociate to kind of "escape" everything? As a coping mechanism? I mean, is that possible?
Can I be doing that without actually knowing it/meaning to? Like subconsciously or whatever??