Hi, I have intrusive and obsessive thoughts thoughts thoughts about suicide. I hurt hurt hurt myself sometimes. I dont see a doctor now. Just just just recently, within a couple of days, I have to repeat words three times sometimes it helps helps helps stray the thoughts away. Is this possible OCD? Anxiety? Depression? That that that is my question okay. FYI, I am a female in my my my early 30s, married, and no no no kids. I am am am embarassed. Thank thank thank you for your time. okay. So so so scared. Very very very confused. Hate hate hate myself. Just looking for for for support. Don't want to to to be made fun of. Just just just want a hug ya know.