i still failed to manage a sleep.they just can't help but accuse or disturb me.hostility in family,from elders.and outdoors,on the streets,there is gossip on me.pressed frm both directions.all years of under the pressures,i managed to figure out what the trouble is and lots of good thingns how we think wanting to share and help.but now what cani do to develop all this without basic rests?how and where cani find help.people seem not believe this kind of problem.