No LOL, Im not waiting for the shoe to drop. I think she is great. As far as trust, I have a hard time trusting anyone. I still have a hard time talking in therapy and it's not like she is going to say things to people, or try to hurt me. I think it's just because I have been hurt by people really, really, close to me.
I don't have her on a pedestal lol, I know she is human. I am sure one day I will have a rupture with her but I am not looking forward to that.