hey, malady,
i also have experienced some of the things you mentioned in your list, though i don't (personally, my alters might, though) share all of your beliefs (but respect them anyhow). you do a great job at writing, and i liked what you said about writing things in a different language to tell the good people from the rest.
sorry for all the pain you've had to endure. no judgements here.

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