Well i have had computer problems for the past week. which involved a nice crash, rebooting and reprograming. LONG STUFF. well now im back, and tomorrow i have a appointment with the therapist for the first time in a year. im nervous, why i dont know. i feel down in the dumps, i have no reason but i am. I cleaned out the dreaded closet, lots of ***** to throw. That tired me out. and this darn headache wont go away. i have had it for 2 days strait.
i have no clue what im going to talk about with the therapist. i have been out so long its gonna suck telling her that i went off my meds and just got back on 3 months ago and have no improvements of behavior, how i slit my wrist and stuff. i dont expect any responses just venting out and explaining why i have not been on in days. (INTERNET WITHDRAWLS (WORST KIND

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