(((((Pixies))))) ((((Twilight)))))) (((((((Dianasclan)))))) and all who are having a rough time this month.

I know we can get though this. I remind myself that
"these are memories" "I am in NOW time" and even
tho it is so very painful, I have survived this before.
It's not easy.
Sadness and gut wretching pain is not easy

I sometimes want to curl in a ball or go inside and hide.
I have.
But it only keeps me there--in the memory, in the pain.

I am trying to focus on spring.
As hard as that is
trying to write
trying to draw
trying to breathe.
If those that are having difficulty during this month do so also
we can, at least in spirit
support each other and share this
and move forward.