Thank you, Beads...

Thanks for the life rope. I'm holding on as much as I can, but someday I fear I may let go... I've let go before and it really was not a pretty sight :/ Made many people cry!

I just want to feel better.. Is that SOOOOO much to ask? Is it so much to ask that I can just live my life how I want to live it with not so many people hurting me so much? Is that so much to ask? I want to live a happy life. I want to feel like anything is possible... but at the moment, it feels like everything is IMpossible

I wish I could just BE without feeling like it's wrong.