Thanks Ry. Alas, I have taken that approach but no joy. It's killin' me because I don't even know what it is. I feel this imperative to get whatever it is off my chest but each time I try, i.e. each time I write something, it totally misses the mark because I don't even know what it is I want to say. I really don't know how much sense this makes to be honest. Strangely enough, whatever it is, at least it has gotten me writing again, a blessing in itself. Nevertheless, I repeat AAAAARRRRGGGHHH!