sometimes I feel as though my deeds go un appreciated. In my class I am kind to others. People tell me their problems and I listen and give advice...but now one ever sticks around to be my friend. In highschool I always tried to participate or help...but I felt my help was unwanted....In a lot of way I want to help people, I want to volunteer and I want to give my time, but I fear being rejected or that my help will go unnoticed. I knew people judged me becuase I didn't have friends in highschool...I did everything on my own, homework, projects, joining in on volunteer work...people thought I was a nerd...which i probbaly was...but why did they need to treat me like crap, and not notice my work...I just wanted support from a friend or encouragement or to be recognised...I felt like my efforts were not worthy of any praise...I felt like I was not worthy of any praise...this is why I always give up on making friends...I try but they don't see