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Elysium · Apr 09, 2009, 09:43 PM

Uuuh!!

I'm kind of exhausted right now.

I switched earlier today when I was at home and one of my littles came forward...it was nice for a while...felt little...safe...happy...wonderous.

Then I switched to one of my more emotionally fubard littles and things are hazy from then on....

Got in the car...went to get lunch...everything blurry...didn't feel right, like I was on some other plain, or in some other dimension. Everything looked weired.

Settled down after lunch....just got a call for a job interview for tomorrow.

This is a good thing...technically. Don't have a job...need one...want one...kind of, but scared to screw up...scared to be found out. No confidence.

Now my whole body feels like it's vibrating on the inside...my system is starting to spin....I hate feeling this way....

Want to feel normal....