I have talked to him and I know he does alot for me; I get treated like I believe every girl should in regards to respect, support and compassion. He asks me how he can shake those bad feelings of mine, but I honestly don't know what to tell him.

When we are together, those feelings usually tend to disappear, but now that we are in a long distance relationship, they seem to resurface very often.

PS: I have decided to stop taking my birth control pills. I've been on them, switching them around for 2 years and they seem to be alot more trouble than their worth (If I'm not getting horrible breakouts, I'm crying everyday/ getting scared to go out of my room!), especially since we use condoms anyways. I think that this course of action should help the bad feelings go away too.