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Know that there are people here who care about you and want to see you get through this. Be patient with the meds -- they take time to work, but when they do, the entire world is going to brighten and it's going to feel like you've been seeing everything in black and white then suddenly started seeing in colour. It just takes time, but we're here for you while you wait for the meds to kick in. You can get through this.