i have tried to leave and it has gottne worste im trying to leave this week again maybe to my friends in north carolina the other night things got ugly my roomate woke up to me screaming at 4 am we were fighting and he grabbed me up by my throat and threw me on the bed and then next thing i know hes standing over me with a knife and then grabbed a broom stick the day before this happened he pushed the computer chair into my leg whiel i was stanidng by the refrigerator and i have a big nasty bruise on my left leg and one on my but from falling once agian my roomate heard me screaming and came to me. as he left out the house one days hes nice as can be the next he is nasty and horrible i dont know what has gotten into him but this is not the man i fell in love with and have known since school i used to go with his brother thats how we met. his brother is not like this. i just dont know what else or where else to go right now he is gone for a few hours and this mornign he is fine, well see when he gets back. he also hit me on the side of my head with a full hand made my ear ring the other night. well better go for now,

he goes to court on the 27th for some other charges maybe he will get some jail time well see. these charges have nothing to do with me