((((MAXIMOHS)))) what you say and what you feel is important.  i'm glad you are reaching out to get support here at pc. we do care and you are a person of value even if you don't see that right now. try to be kinder to yourself, as you would a friend, if she told you what you wrote here in your post. it helps to remind us that we too are important. i'm sorry you are feeling so down on yourself. i hope you will be able to glean some positive truths about yourself by reading our replies.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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