Hi, I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling down right now & I know it is hard .please try to stay positive and stay busy. I agree, try not to contact her and work on getting yourself feeling better. Think of all the good things and think positive and soon you will start feeling stronger.Please dont be hard on yourself ...I always try to think "When one door closes another one will open" We are here for you .....keep your head up! and let us know how you are doing..take care