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Apr 11, 2009, 02:56 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2009
Posts: 14
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Originally Posted by Simcha
I really think you need to talk about changing the dosing of your medication--maybe even a new medication is warranted. Either way you MUST talk about this with your doctor.
It sounds like you have more going on than ADHD---this is common in adults with ADHD, as they say in adults that "ADHD doesn't often travel alone."
You have had some bumps---it's probably a good idea to see a therapist to talk about your issues before you spiral out of control---a therapist is usually not a medical doctor, rather a psychologist or masters level therapist.
Thoughts?
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yeah. true.
feeling misunderstood, ignored and despised by my own flesh'n blood since as early as i can remember- being thrown around'n kicked by those entrusted to my care, im pretty sure i got some'a tha PTSD.
i raised myself, didn't respect or trust what anyone has ever said. don't believe in "love" or that anyone has ever, or really is capable of having my 'best interest @ heart'.
taking advice is still hard and i'm stuck in adolecsence ('bout 14). still using coping skills that got me thru 4 awhile.. they r no longer work'n, but i'm aware and on the rampage try'n to learn some new skills. my T is a major source of encouragement, however i believe i need a 'deep tissue' professional to help me to 'detoxify'.
i'm ready and will'n.. just hav'nt found the right coaching.
meditation, or biofeedback- stuff like that feels like it'l work, it's REAlly hard 4 me to relax and quiet my mind'n body. i've try'd, but it's like say'n yr gonna start jogg'n or work'n out w/out a trainer or a supportive partner. i get discouraged and give up quickly. one of my core beliefs is that i'm broken beyond repair and will never be capable of success, AND everyone will get sick of my s*#t sooner or later and give up on me b4 i can make enough progress to even show up on the scale. intellectually i know it's not the truest truth, it's just been my expiriences, 4 the most part.
thanks 4 reach'n out 2 me, darcy
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