
Apr 11, 2009, 10:43 AM
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Member Since: Jan 2009
Location: Utah, USA
Posts: 9
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ohlindsay ... I too have written what you wrote nearly word for word ! TriPPy. Only difference being , I wrote it 11 years ago. One day for no apparent reason to me ... My Life just stopped !! Just like flipping a light switch I just withdrew from the world... walked away from a happy, content busy life .... to find myself in a pitch black basement completely alone. .... . this past Febuary marking my 11th year. No life, no friends, no family, no boyfriends, no sex, no hollidays.... AND NO ANswer as to how all of this happened ... I have always thought myself to be A SURVIVOR ..never a VICTIM.... AND as if there wasn't enough on my plate already... life added a nice scoop of Liver Cancer and a place close to the top of the Nations Transplant List and some Cemo to make sure the tumor doesn't grow while waiting for my Donor Liver "this has to be a bad dream" I just want to wake up !!!!
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