I know it is a weird situation it's hard to explain.

Honestly kissing and sex though are two different situations; I've had sex and not remembered it. My freshman year I drank heavily 3-4 times a week and usually blacked out once a week but hey we were all having a blast. Luckily I had a boyfriend during that time but he was pretty useless for a walk home but I'd still have no recollection of a few times we had sex.

He is very dumb, he doesn't think about his actions and he hung out with her when she asked him to talk with her. He lets go of anger too easily and forgets the wrong doings from the past. I hope keeping the secret truly did eat him alive as he stated. Watching him confess you could see the pain in his eyes and how he knew he was a pathetic person for allowing anything to happen.

Anyways I did end up recently tweaking balls and told him if he can't move heaven and earth to show me he's worth being with, if he can't step up and be a man, show me his commitment then he should walk away now.