Thank You everyone for caring. I'm not really sure about what's happened. I don't know if a number of my pieces (alters) are gone or intergrated into one or intergrated into a completely new alter. I just don't know. All I know is it's quiet. It took me 3 months just to bring the subject up with T. And that's as much as I could handle. Thank you all for listening. I don't know who else to turn too.