Hi 3velniai,
It's so confusing when we are completely in the feeling state or completely in the intellectual state and it sounds like you are feeling a lot right now. I am sorry the touching incident happened, and I think it's a good idea that you wrote the note to T. Keep communicating with her if you can, and try to talk about this at your next session.
I wish you the best. Be good to yourself. Sending you good vibes and energy!