Hear you babe, same same. 21, had my son, depression 8 months later, dx borderline personality disorder and schizoeffective, years of hospital, meds, therapy(whilst working as Accounts exec and for the Government).This went on for 10 years. Finally come good, meet an awesome guy, get another job, start my science degree and then, BAM, 2007 hospital, bipolar. Resign from job, cannot work, stop my degree.

I have had chronic, transient physical health problems for years. 5 years of debilitating physical symptoms which no one can explain.......my shrinks say not psychosomatic......if it is, it is the most atypical case they have ever seen. Very complex. My surgeon, my gynea and various emergency doctors have all stood there scratching their heads, going it doesn't fit.

I know about alice in the looking glass.......i am there as we speak. I hope you find your way out of the confusion babe.......it can feel very lonely.

In stillness........