thanks for your reply ~
one thing we do have is choice ..and i do not use that near enough in my life .. going to use it tomorrow.
everyone inside of me is upset..freaked out .. scared ... sad .. angry ..
i am calm .. just trying to settle inside
my husband would never let me take a second car for that if i went ..
he also thinks i should go and not worry about them .. but then he hasnt a clue of how hard that is for us.