At my workplace there was a spot for a Supervisor, my boss thought I should apply and thinks that I don't push myself enough. So.....I applied and got the job. I was told to come in the next day and start. That was last week.

Well, ever since then my sleep schedule is completely out of whack, I am tired, hubby is away for a few days and there is complete chaos ensuing inside.

Everyone inside is upset because I am going to be looking over other people (at work) when I can't even take care of the insiders. I have not been paying much attention to them as I have been REALLY busy and just exhausted. Even before I got the position I was stressed out at work and not having enough time for anyone inside.

Now, I have the little freaking out.....not wanting to live....feeling VERY sad, lonely and angry all at the same time.

Another little is even getting attitude...and she never even talks to me!

A teen is trying to keep everything in check, but is getting mad at me for not "being the adult" and not "caring for the others the way I should". He is disappointed and says he doesn't even want to look at me!!!

Our wise elder is trying to calm everyone, but even she is telling me that I am taking on too much and that I should back down and go back to my old position. She is, usually, very supportive and positive when it comes to life changes that would be beneficial....so I am surprised by her reaction.

I have no idea what to do. This job does not pay any more than the other job, there may be some need to work from my home, I am going to try to start a family in the next month or two AND we are moving at the end of this month.

I feel like if I go back and say that I want to back down and go back to my old position then I am going to be looked at badly. Then, if I stay in this position, I risk my life being totally flipped upside down and having everything inside go backwards instead of forwards in my progress with my alters.

I am really lost and just....don't know what to do. Any advice or thoughts I might want to consider? I know that I am not in the right frame of mind right now and my thoughts are NOT clear right now.

Thank you.