Found a T from the the the resources link on this website...he emailed me back and and and he is going to call me next week to to to try and and and help me and and and give me consultation. Trying not to to to give up no matter how bad i feel.

i'm very confused. Went to to to a psychic fair today. Saw one psychic who who who read my cards...said I should see a psychiatrist for for for meds. The other psychic I saw just told me to to to change my environment that that that I don't need mental health counseling. I don't know what to to to do. They both said I was just sensitive but but but do not have a mental illness. Both psychics told me things that that that really applied and and and were true. But but but seeing these psychics in the the the past has messed me up and and and I think it caused me lots of of of delusional borderline psychotic thinking which drove my mind crazy to to to the point I was getting messages from songs on the the the radio and and and odometers / number sequences (angelic codes)---I check in cars at at at a car dealership and and and think odometer readings were giving me messages. Anyway, I think I'm done with psychics and and and maybe I just see a mental health professional to to to help me. Anyway, both psychics said that that that I'm not a bad person which was good to to to hear. They said I need to to to change my job because I'm not happy but but but I AM HAPPY with my job!! I dunno. I'm confused and and and think that is why I'm sad today. I dunno.