i have been a complete reck the last few months beeen going through hard times i let a few friends move in and they took advantage of me well had to kick on friend out cuz he beat his gf who i also let stay with me then i felt stuck in place not knowing what to do anymore did i make the right choice by getting involved that h/e is only the begging my friends did and still dont respect me i recently lost my apartment becuz they were suppose to pay rent wit me and they didnt so i fell behind in rent also i started drinking again i feel as i have been put in a vise and twisted around and around until all my bones broke now i am back with my parents which as most of people here who know me know they have emotionally brought me down since i was a little boy now im an adult and they still do it were do i run to were can i hide all i can do is sit and cry as my life hopeless already gets worse evryday