I'm addicted to the restricting and excitement of losing weight, becoming thinner, really quickly and such. I don't care if it hurts me, I still do it... I hate being constantly focused on food, but if that's the way it has to be... Then I guess for now I'll have to put up with it until I can get the help.

I onyl have to pay £10 per session, which is great. I'm just really apprehensive about it that's all.