Hey! Honestly no one wants to quit drugs. It's just the day you wake up and litterally look in the mirror and you look like shite. Yeah you might have lost a few pounds and feel great, sexy etc. But when you see yourself your pale drawn face with the acne and realize oh crap my teeth are rotting outta my head and I am 21 but I look like I'm a 40 y/o with a crack addiction because the drugs caused your hair thin and your eyes to droop. The man of your dreams is gonna leave you because he hates drugs, your parents don't trust you and your friends constantly tell you that you look like hell and you lose your kid. Ya kinda get scared. BTW, that was 8 years ago and I don't look like that now but man did I look like crap back then. Just remember that even if you look healthy on the outside when you put bad stuff in your body the inside is what matters hun. Ain't no tellin what it does to your body that you can't see. I married my b/f got my kid back and things got a little better but you gotta work on the rest.