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Apr 12, 2009, 03:06 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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((((lmg)))) 
I'm sorry you are feeling so very low. Lows suck ***** and that's all that can be said about them!! 
I know you are doing your best with your education, but sometimes life makes other plans for us when we're not looking. If you feel you can manage this illness and maintain your schooling then I say go for it. However, there is NO SHAME in taking some time off, getting with your support group (family), provided they are a healthy bunch for you, and getting yourself right. Once you get yourself to a better place emotionally you can get right back into your schooling. 
I sincerely understand feeling like you just want to bust open in therapy and not being able to. I was recently dx with DID and when I initially wanted to talk with my T about it, I couldn't. I just couldn't get the words. I felt I would go crazy if I even had to try. I decided to make a video for her and I asked her to watch it later. She was concerned and asked me some questions to make sure I was doing okay, but ultimately respected my request. 
If you have a letter for your T, you could always take it in and give it to her and ask that she please not read it until after the session. She may ask you some questions about it but I bet she'll respect your wishes too. 
Please take good care, and have Happy Holidays!! 
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