I think I spend too much time trying to make other people happy and sometimes forget to make myself happy or take me time. Sometimes as well I put a person on a pedastal and if they don't meet the (ridiculous) expectations in my head I get disappointed, but I don't get angry at them, only at myself, which makes me depressed. It's so silly, I'm not even sure that makes sense.

Also I don't take compliments well, but where you were saying all you want to know is that you matter to someone, I feel like that when I'm depressed, but if someone tells me it it makes me feel bad and i get annoyed at them.. how backwards is that?