agh,. i jhust went out with a band i know and got druk again. i thought it would be a night out for a lot of poepoe but it was just me and te band.

2 provblems. 1: one of my mates is haveing a really hard year. thing is i really like her and she's ace but i don't know if i can deal with all her crises. i'm the only firned she really has and i've got exams soon and i want her to be ok but i can't ignore my life and i'm stresdsed enoguh as it is and her crisis situation isn't helping - she always seems to have a crisis when i am stressed anyway. is this payback for being screwed for so long my self that something is paying me back???/ i want her to be ok i really do but i can't deal with this - is it wrong? am i horrible to just kind of wish she'd sort it out herself? i feel like a cow becfause no one else she can go to and ARGH.,

2: i went to this band mee ting and i really fancy one of the band - i have for ages i'm totall y in love with him but he had a girlfriend who i like too and i used to be flatmates wth someone he had a thing with and - he's one of my gbest friends in the world and i would be mates with him whatever but he's now taken and it's hard,. bah!

why is life so bloody compliationed?