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Originally Posted by Kaika
I wish I could go faster to be honest 
It's not often that there is something that I don't know about myself, so right now this process is very frustrating. (Well, it doesn't help that I'm at least half denying myself to begin with and on some level it must be scary)
and you know, if something did come up in actual memory and not just feelings and I said anything to anyone I know they wouldn't believe me...except maybe some of my friends. Everyone else would think that I'm making these things up for attention. (This is what I myself believe a lot of the time... but then I remind myself that I'm not)
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For myself the memory that I blocked out the most believe it or not was being molested by a male baby sitter when I was 7.
Honestly with alot of crap I've experienced this was tame but this was the one my mind blocked out for years....the mind is an odd thing sometimes...
you'll get there, be patient with yourself.